jennifer's body night (the movie that i didn't (and didn't want to) watch)

06/11/09

i want a cat. i really do. i wanna go home, and see it's face and make me happy all over again. you know why? cause work sucks. i go there, do my usual business but my ass of a boss with a fucked up face does't appreciate it, he sees and remembers only my mistakes, which is like once in a while. i can't meet dzooey everyday, so what i really really want now is a cat, or preferably a kitten. but i can't cause my mum doesn't let me keep pets, she says it's not nice to cage them, they should be let free.

you know what? i think i'm gonna rant about my boss right now. he's not even my boss for heaven's sake, he's a worker, like me, only that he's like what 20 years older than me? he thinks he's some big shit, just cause he drives a hayabusa, is a motivational speaker whom i've never heard of and has owned a bar before. he has a huge ego, makes derogatory comments about women, he doesn't help out, he orders me around like i'm some idiot. sometimes he thinks he's "advising" me but in actual fact he's telling me off for being stupid.

jack: you gotta have a girl with big boobs and big butt to work in a bar

fuck you, i didn't ask to work here

jay: the girls do stock check, cleans up and serves customers, what else can they do

jack: i don't know for me i've got no comment

fuck you, you don't even do anything, and here you go saying that

he's not my boss, like i said he's just a worker, who's passing his time by "working" at CM cause he haven't got a proper job yet, he's not the one who pay's my wages, he wasn't the one who brought me to work here, and i don't fucking know what is his problem. his hayabusa got vandalised last tues, and if i ever met the person who did that to his bike, i'm gonna kiss that guy's feet.

argh. i just can't wait to get my attachment done and over with, go back to school, meet my classmates, crap around with them, stay at home during weekends like i always do. right now i don't do that obviously, and i work during weekends too so i always lose track of time. sigh. and it's gonna be 12 soon so goodnight people. i love you all but i love dzooey more nyeh. bai tupais!

awwwwww! kelly osbourne and luke worrall came as eggs and bacon for heidi klum's halloween party! cute cute. but my version would be me as sam i am and dzooey as green eggs and ham haha.

haha today i only worked for like, four and a half hours? i came to work at 12 when it starts at 11. and then i realised that i took home the house keys by mistake (i thought it was my keys and i was in a rush to go to work). so during lunch break at 1, i went back home to return them and only reached home at 2. then my mum forced me to eat and my dad sent me back to sim lim. by the time i reach changu mangu, it was 3. then i did some cleaning up, read my seventeen till 6.30 and my brit boss was nice, he told me and kaya that we could go off already! better than schooling, i'ld say!

i want to relive friday the 23rd of october all over again pleaseeeee

and happy one month to us! five more years to go haha

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haha today i wore my arsenal tee which my sis bought for me for my birthday. i wanted to see if that shirt would irritate anyone, especially my manure supporting brit boss (jay is his name). it did, but he only noticed it when i was on my way to get my bag to go home.

boss: oh god don't you e-e-ever ever (takes off headphone mic) ever E-EVER come to work wearing that ever again!

me: haha! they have a match tonight so i feel like wearing it

boss: i used to like you but only until today

me: HAHAHA! which part of london do you live?

boss: i-i-i live in wembley, but back then before i moved, emirates was 10 minutes away. but i hate arsenal

me: hah! like all man u fans would say!

HAHAHAHAHA. i couldn't stop sniggering even till now! and that's just the tee! wait till i get my "allowance" pay and the first thing i'll do with it is to order this pretty thing with a "vermaelen 5" on it's back. fuuuh i wonder how worked up my boss will be when i come to work wearing that!

p/s: and no dzzz, i'm not gonna let you befriend him. haha

haha that's deepavali valthukal, something like happy deepavali in tamil. yeah this is for my beloved tamil friends! whoever they are ah. yesterday i followed kaya to little india's bazaar and fuyo banyak orang! penuh sesak! human traffic jam! it's like how geylang's bazzar is bile malam raya. yesterday's the eve of deepavali mah. although i'm not the same race as them and i don't understand their language, somehow the atmosphere is awesome and i felt excited for them. can't wait to visit little india again!